

My Last Thoughts,...
It is my last day in Ireland, really, my last few hours. To be honest, I have never been so sad in my entire life. The experience was beyond anything I could wish and hope for. Six weeks was not enough time. I want to stay, I want to travel Europe, I just want more time. Although I was apprehensive about teaching (especially after my first day. ah.), I found myself crying my eyes out as I left the school. I had boys giving me hugs at the end of the day. Some of the boys made me cards and gave me gifts. As my teacher was saying goodbye, she gave each of the boys two Rollo chocolates to celebrate. Chocolate is like gold to these kids, they went crazy. One little boy came up and gave me one of this Rollo's. How do you stop tears from coming when they give up something so important? I know it was just a piece of chocolate, but it was a huge gesture for these kids.
As for my host family, I haven't said goodbye to them yet, but I am crying about just thinking about leaving. I feel like I have become a part of their family. I believe that having a wonderful host family makes a huge different when staying abroad. The mother treated us as if we were her daughters.
As for Ireland, I will miss everything. To say it has grown on me is the understatement of the century.
My advice to anyone who is reading this blog: Travel abroad! I do not think just visiting is enough, however. Live in another country, get to know the people and culture.
Would I come back to Ireland? In a heartbeat.
How has this trip changed me? I have a burning desire to see the world now. I was always curious before, but now that I know what is out there I want see everything. I am not afraid to step out of my little bubble. In the future, I want to live in another country for a year. Is this possible? I don't know. I guess I will try to get a one year teaching position in another place. All I know is that it is at the top of my bucket list.
I am blessed to have had this experience. Thank you to everyone who has helped me get here. Thank you to everyone who has read my confessions over the past few weeks as well. I wish you could be here.
I guess that is all that is left to say is GOODBYE IRELAND.....